Long Time No See v2

So I haven’t posted in a while again. Have you missed me? <3

Things that have happened since then:

  • I got accepted to OSU and BYU! Yay!
  • Started my research paper in English. Nuuu ;-;
  • OdinMS started to suck. LocalMS is awesome. I have a level 168 sin there <3
  • jMS is still dead. Pirates plox. Cindy discovered an awesome way to bypass IP ban.
  • My Zune is still awesome. I got an InvisibleSHIELD for it. Yay <3
  • TONS of NX in Local from events. GMs are awesome <3

Anyways, I can’t wait for Wordpress 2.5. Sounds amazing. :D

Long Time No See

So, as you can see I haven’t posted in about….2 months? Been kinda busy/uninterested. Highlights of what you’ve missed.

I got a Zune! 30 GB Black, really awesome. My sister got an iPod Nano and a 7.1 megapixel camera (good god she’s spoiled).

I applied for OSU and BYU! (at the last minute :( ) Hopefully I’ll still get in. English and Spanish are taking up a lot more time now. (Note: I’m in AP English, which is moar work)

OdinMS got released and I have a 52 cleric now! :o Community sucks but it’s decent.

jMS died :( Sad but true.

Anyways, I should get to work on my essay =/ It’s due tomorrow and I don’t know what the fuck to do. Seeya!

Awesome song


This is the ending credits song to Portal. Listen to the lyrics. It’s kinda cruel :)

iPod Touch Plx

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Lulz Flat feet

So we went to the foot doctor this week.
Why? Because on Monday morning, after 2 days of working 8 hour shifts, my left foot was KILLING me. I’m not kidding, I needed something to lean on no matter where I went for like an hour. My dad saw it….and….he gave in o-o wtf…He got me a foot doctor appointment the next day.
Anyways, we tell the doctor that my left foot was killing me in a spot in the middle of the side of the foot.
He asks for us to get an x-ray of it.
Now here’s the funny part. My feet are so huge (size 16, and flat, I have no arch in my feet like my dad’s dad) that they don’t fit on the x-rays. So they only x-ray the problem area. It’s funny because it took them like 20 minutes or more to discuss what on earth they would do xD
Anyways, I find out from the doctor that my feet have two problems:
1. The tendon in my foot that is supposed to keep the arch in my foot is not working. Well, duh. It’s flat feet. There ya go, perfect description. It removes some of the support in my foot unfortunately.
2. One of the bones in my right foot is way too close to another foot. This is the biggie. The worst. The only way to fix it is a major reconstructive surgery, which would put me in a wheelchair for a while because they’d break my foot to remake it. But it’s not required. Yet. The thing is, if I leave it alone, I will get arthritis later in life, like my grandfather.
But what I found out later didn’t make me very happy. My parents knew about this. They checked this when I was 5 months old. They could have prevented this. :< But they didn't.
I wouldn't have to relearn how to walk if they did it then :< But meh. Too late now. Just gotta live with it.
So I'm getting a insole for my shoe to help support my 330 lb weight. D:

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Dammit

Life as a senior fucking sucks.
Last night was one of my worst nights in my life.
I was watching Nodame Cantabile and my dad comes in. He nags me about the ACT.
I turn off the computer and finally leave. He keeps nagging.
I leave and slam the door on the way out (he pissed me off).
He comes out and tells me he won’t help me with financial support unless I get a 31 on the ACT.
How fucking ridiculous is that?!
So I leave and call my mom. I tell her what happened….and I break down in tears. While driving.
So I drive while on the phone and sobbing like crazy. She tells me that I could go to a person at our church’s house. I agree and I call that person. She lets me come over and inside.
I take a practice English test. I made a 25.
After the test I call my mom. She tells me stuff I didn’t know about my dad.
He took my mom out of the retirement plan 2 years before divorce was mentioned.
My sister and I were on my grandma’s will, where we would inherit half of the farm when she died for mission and college purposes. My mom saw it for herself. Sometime in the last 10 years she had it changed. And they (my dad’s family) completely deny it was ever there.
She really comforts me and helps me. After the call, the person who let me come study comes out and tries to comfort me. She really helped. She understands because she adopted a teenager whose parents really sucked. His actions are very very similar to mine. She asked if she could talk to my dad. I agreed. I leave and go home.
It was all quiet at home. My grandma offers to help. But she didn’t understand how I felt either. At least she tries.
This morning, my dad was angry because I took off without telling him where I went last night. I told him and he was still mad at me. I go in his room. Big surprise, the mouse was moved on the desk, meaning he removed the hard drive.
So I leave to go to Seminary. I was concentrating so much upon the night before that I backed up into the car across the street. Fuck that scared me.
Seminary I was still sad. I couldn’t get rid of it.
Band, I was so busy with marching I couldn’t concentrate on it.
Calculus, I get more and more depressed. I didn’t finish the lesson but my teacher understands.
After that, I called my grandma and went home at lunch. When I got home, I tried to turn on the computer. Haha. No bootable device found.
So I turn on the TV and fall asleep. For 4 hours.
Mental anguish is really exhausting. Now I’m at the library, using the internet here and I’m prolly going to study till they close.
Wonder what the fuck I should do now.

So….

If you haven’t noticed, the old blog’s gone :>
I decided it’s a lot easier just to destroy and remake than to move it :D
Anyways, spread the word: zeikobbu.freehostia.com does not work anymore. zeikobbu.info will